February 5, 2006

Jamie I just don’t’ think this is going anywhere would you please help me with this.
Okay, let’s see what I hav to do, its pretty simple… aokay the list doesn’t run that long. Okay, so lets finish the Erden Project.. you have most of the calculations already in paper. You just need to look up the molecular weights and make sure Carbon is 12.01. and Hydrogen is 1.01. okay, look it up.
Another very important thing for tomorrow is to prepare for the NMR lab.
Finally to prepare for the midterm on Friday;. These are all very valuable. The poison I hear calling you. Its sickening . but you won’t go you stubborn prick. I like your stubbornness, you mule headed son of a bitch. All the Molecular weights are correct so all that is left is simply to write out the calculations. I feel bad that I had to lie about the amount of limiting reagent that I had to use.
Okay so I w I emailed lynn asking her how she changed the volume measurements around. To moles, apparently its written right in the book. Which is kind off odd. I think I’ll finish my lab notebook with this information.
Now for the bleeding procedure which I really can’t stand. Bollocks to that smelly procedure. Really bollocks to it. I want to lay a smelly paperweight on the procedure section. Stupid lake house premise… so stupid. A mailbox into the future. a dalorean was a joke this one takes itself seriously and it’s a freaking mailbox which isn’t even half as cool as a dolorean.
But its romantic.
What’s romantic. I want to be able to relate to a romance not freaking have to transport myself to an alternate universe before I can start enjoying a movie. Pa-lease. Speaking of Bollocks, Sandra Bullocks and Keauno reaves like a post speed love story is a good idea. action into romance sequence. very nice. worked in Titanic, but could have been even more startling in that lake house movie.
Okay one step at a time what’s next you got the lab pretty mch together. You need to write some concluding remarks. It asks for a GC readout. Just draw it in. just locate the GC paper first… over there in your folder. Now, get a pencil or pen and draw in the peaks.
Once you’ve drawn them in label them and write their respective areas right next to them.
As a conclusion say that you got substantial yield and that the peaks came out in the expected sequence, and there were no surprises and all the peaks that were supposed to be there were there.

Yeah now I’m gonna do my hour of dance… see how that works out after htat I’m gonna try for reading the NMR lab. And writing out the equations and procedure … should be pretty straight forward.

so I did a blog switch. i feel funny about posting this, i usually post this on a file on my desktop but i suppose its better here? ... why because its backed up and will never disssappear. it will be hard to download all this text. . I hope that this is a good idea. maybe for people who care enought to read this crap. Okay i'm gonna go and do my pathetic dance work out and put Honey Daniels to shame. (from the movie Honey)

okay some downbeat jam from snatch or lockstock really shook the sweat out of me. smash irish swing called the "devil's dance floor" really rocked the cedar house. because of its neverending crushing irish stomp beat and sexy swing.
I got a plate here staring me in the face and some NMR to look over. okay here we go.
summary: we're adding NBS to ethyl benzene. it'll add a Br to the joint carbon(was 2order) then we add more NBS and that will add another Br to the same joint C. poor C will have no H's
Mono and di brominated products are expected. cyclododecane will be added to the mixture as a standard.
Really, that's crazy, that's a damn big ring.
you said it, Vimh.Now I gotta write the basic equations in this lab notebook , god damn how formulaic. Hamody said what he liked about my track in life was that it was formulaic. I guess there are plusses and minuses to even that, as all things.
great two minutes into it and i already gave into the poison. at 9:42 PM.
Okay good, so all done with it for now,. I 've taken the arsenic and its that time that my body is asking for the cyanide, its too bad. i think I'll probably give in. I thought writing this would help me.
so i started these dialogs. their just bad high school drama dialogs. written by short inexperienced high school drama scriptwriters but they give me ease, so why not?
QChristi, were you born with that beauty mark?--it looks very prophetic.
ZYeah, I had it ever since I can remember.
QYou know I've had many pimples in my day, as you can tel lby the scarring on my face, and I would trade them all, including the ones to come, for one beuty mark even half as perfect as yours. the position is cindycrawfordesque.
ZYeah I like it. my mama said It would make me a supermodel. but i was more into sports than cheer or anything like that.
Q I hear you. Its a unfullfilling life they have those poor, undernourished saps. I would buy them all a snicker bar and twinkie if i could. I saw this special once on the real world about this one male model for abercrombie, he looked like a baby moose, but anyhow, he was what they wanted. no bitterness here. He was the laziest most listless waste of walking man, I ever saw.
oh. jee. its a good thing you don't counsel these people.
Its a darn good thing, I would make them cry and and then make them work, which they would cry about even more, because they probably never lifted a finger to do some god honest work in all their lives. just kidding of course. in case one of your relatives is also a supermodel.

When I'm writing this the arsenic and the cyanide both become distant ....calling from a faraway medicine cabinet. but as soon as I stop, there they are, a fresh prescription... waiting for me... beckoning to me. What's next? oh the lab report. that's due on thursday.... are you going to do it?
what's left"
1well its plain
Great another dose of arsenic at 10:23 PM.
at least it wasn't cyanide.
I have the calculations. they fill the page. and they answer all the quesitons i need to order them from 1 to 5, and then just write the calculations down in an orderly fashion finding symbols for what the numbers mean. the first
oh but i should verify that there was 0.04 mol of Bromopropane used
Well its cyanide at 10:59PM, despite the MCAT. what a bitch.
I would do anything but that shit work. god I hat having to write shit down in pencil when, i'm not sure if it should be in pen or pencil, if only I had an erasable ink pen. it is the most underrated invention. probably because they don't write as well as regular pens,
I'm not even studying an hour anymore for the MCAt what the hell? lets finsih this damn thing shall we? holy crap.
step 1 find a fucking pencil.
Step 2... write down the numbers
okay did it... it was relatively painless. now what?
you wanna take a stab at some mcat? or more cyanide?
how bout "Boys don't cry" sounds like an inspirational piece. might overpower the cyanide.