HereI am at the manhattan beach public library. Ithink that i f I lose the threatening feelng, gaining the everythign will be allright feeling, then I will lose 3/4 of the lust. the other 1/4 will be easily manageable I think. as I gain an environment that will be conducive to love and karma. Today I went to 826LA and worked with some kids (emmanuel and I forgot) with masks, and there was this other girl who was sitting there and made an opera mask. I made an ugly minnie mouse robot mask for a guy and told him that if mickey saw him, mickey would isnantly gt a divorce. That set him off in a bout of laughter, which sent the girl off also. The feeling that everyting is going to be allright often is accompanied with constructiveness. So when I study long and hard and know everything on a test I can feel that "everything is going to be allright" I know I have been constructive. I think another 1/8 will be diminished by the constant dancing and exercise motif so that only 1/8 of the lust will actually remain. This I can allay with a Let me not look around policy, but of course a part of me does want to indulge. It is so easy to know that there is no such thing as a lust